Greifing accidently

Sometimes when i play as a Knight i accidently greif my team, it has only happened twice but i still want to confess.

The first time i was on blue, and commited suicide, however i drew a bomb whilst doing this (this was when the controls were e+f= suicide) and destroyed my teams defendive wall.

The second was quite recently, i accidently drew a bomb on my teams skybridge, i ran to throw it of the edge, but it detonated, it killed me and took out a portion of the bridge, knocking my allies into the fray.

I just want to say im sorry, i feel no joy in destroying allied structures, if you were affected by my actions i just want to say... sorry

if you have a guilty concience about greifing, accidently or otherwise, post it here.

 

It happened to me twice, when I wasn't paying attention and destroyed a block that made 3 or 4 other blocks fall down and killed 2 guys from my team

 

When i tried builder for the first time and i had no idea what i was doing. Once i built a catapult and started chuckin rocks in the enemies general direction and accidently wrecked a forward wall of our own so it got taken. Lesson of the day was to pay close attention to the battlefield. :/

 

I apologize for destroying our skybridge; even though it had cost our team dozens of wasted lives - it was an impressive structure stretching most of the map and I should have used my head and just thrown away the spawn flag instead.
Also for getting stuck in doors while holding a bomb a few times - but then I'd rather blame builders for poor base design there :d

 

I grief just to make doors.

I'm such a perfect boy.

 

I destroyed 2 blocks to enter base after I had just found 60 gold on the battlefield, the only 2ppl to walk past kicked me before even saying anything :( The outpost I would have built would have won them the game (back when outposts were important)

 

I grief bridges if I need to go down (I don't grief bridges if it makes them fall), so not sure if that classifies at griefing.

I have destroyed some of our skybridges in the past as a knight, I pressed f for bomb and tried to throw it, but I tried to do so when I was standing in front of a cata and in the previous builds that meant you would sit on the cata.
Or if I accidently pressed f too early, or sometimes I press f twice by accident and drop a bomb on our base, I pick it up and throw it, but it lands on the skybridge -_-.
These were all in the past builds, I got temp bans for some, which I sort of deserver even though it was an accident.

I must admit I griefed while knowing in the past.
I used to build skybridges to end stalemates on the ground but everytime they were between 50%-75% finished they were griefed, and maybe once the griefer was kicked, I lost faith in the community and griefed sometimes.
This meant I destroyed pre-skybridges (I destroyed the 50 high block ladder) or I chopped all trees and put a ladder at the base and thereby ''deleting'' the tree, and I did that with all trees when 30%+ of my team was archer (previous build so no archer workshop), or I spammed spiketraps or spikes in general everywhere.
I'm sorry for what I did and I realise it was wrong, but I sort of felt back then it was justified since nobody ever kicked griefers and therefore they didn't mind griefers.
I never once thought of that I made someone feel exactly the way I felt so many times.
Although in my cases I was griefed when I was nearly finished and I griefed only when they just started, but still.
I regret doing all of it, instead of reporting the player.
I got temp banned a few times, which made me only more angrier because the people who griefed me - which was more serious - weren't even kicked by the people in the lobby let alone some admin.
I'm know trying to fraps people griefing - most of the time it fails and I get accused occasionally of doing it myself because I was near it (even though I was trying to prevent it in the first place).
I can say that the last month I haven't griefed, but some week before that (my griefing period lasted one week only luckily) I did grief.
I was lucky enough to keep beind stopped from griefing because I couldn't grief (I couldn't break the last block because it was too close to the spawn or something).

 

lol KAG srs bzns

 

What?
Talk English on the forum please.