I am most certainly not going to make another video for quite some while. The decision was made after some personal issues, making it difficult for me to find any motivation to keep the channel going.
The choice of closing it down might've been something a little bit too premature, but again, I was not really in a good situation.
Making videos is a big part of my life. Some people might find that silly, but for it is a hobby. The process of recording, editing, rendering, compressing and finally uploading. It is a lot of fun, something I love doing.
But I will say that it is rather stressful. I want to satisfy the people that likes my video. I am forcing myself to make a video per day and if I can't fulfil this quota I feel bad. Like I've betrayed someone.
So I made the decision to close down the channel because otherwise it would be there, making me feel bad because I wouldn't be able to make any videos.
It is a hobby and I love making people laugh and such, but my well-being comes first, it might sound selfish. Again, I wasn't exactly thinking straight when I made the decision to close it down. Might've done otherwise right now.
However, done is done, I don't regret anything. I will return someday making videos, if people are still around by then, great!
I understand what you mean, I guess. It's a shite feeling having an unfinished project lying around, or something that just bears down on you when you know you can't live up to what you said you could... I know that feel, bro.
Still, I look forward to your return when you have more time. ^_^
wandermark why not leave the channel up? we could keep watching the videos you got up then untill you get better and post more.. so 1: we all are happy watching vids while you recover 2: you no have to worry about boring us viewers and so forth... by the way i am Gamerlearner :D hope you get better
With the new channel I am probably going to make a playlist with all the old material I have at my disposal, so you will be able to watch it there.
I have big plans for this. Currently getting new equipment for the channel as well. Graphical tablet, new laptop. Later I am going to invest in a new microphone and a decent camera.
I am a poor student, I can't afford buying all the new games anymore. That's why I love KAG to death. It is easy to get into and have fun after a shitty day. It never gets old to me. New builds are constantly getting released giving us new material to play with.
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